Friday, December 30, 2011

Day 14 - Your day in great detail

I was supposed to do this yesterday but I forgot. Haha.

I went shopping yesterday.

That's enough detail for you.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Monday, December 26, 2011

Day 12 - A picture of your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Wow. What a way to raise awareness of my singledom. Hahaha. FOREVER ALONE.

IT IS TRUE AND I AM NOT EMBARRASSED TO SAY that I've been single my whole life. There are many reasons why... but the best would have to be Convent. I've been in Convent since primary school...So. Obviously I don't see boys there. Haha.

But it's alright, really. If it was meant to be, it will happen. No use rushing things over.

THATS WHAT ALL SINGLE PEOPLE SAY! WAHAHAHAHA So mir, man-hunt? ;)

No pictures for this post. Although I've had crushes, I'm not going to post their pictures. Let's just let bygones be bygones okay?

However, go google Gerard Way, my ex-celebrity crush. There are your pictures ;)

Day 11 - The person you miss the most

Omg I'm getting so lazy to do this tag. I have a really long way to go.

Anyway, back to day 11's topic... The person I miss the most is my sister. She just went back today. Lol. Just in time for this post. Or else I wouldn't have anyone else to blog about :P

Don't currently miss anyone in particular. I mean, I do miss people...but not enough to think about them. You get me? It happens, just not at the moment. Quite sad, I know.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Day 10 - Favourite song of the week

Post for the 25th. (I'm gonna be busy so I don't think I'll be able to blog)

Christmases when you were mine--Taylor Swift.

So many things I like about this song. It's sad. There's only the guitar playing. And it's a christmas song.

Definitely a favourite this week.

Day 9 - Something you hate to be asked about

There is one particular thing I hate being asked about. But i'm not going to mention it here. It's too risky. Plus, I promised myself I won't make this blog too personal so I have to keep to my word.

Someone just asked me that question today. Normally the subject itself would get me worked up, but today nothing happened. I was just oh okay, I could get horribly angry or...I could just forget this whole thing.

So i did the latter and I'm so glad I did.

One other thing I hate being asked about is....What I'm going to do after this.

So, where to after this?


What la you going to do?


Have you planned about where you're going after this?


Ba....manalah?

I seriously HATE people asking me that. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!

I just got one of the most biggest challenges in my life over with, so, although I've been at home doing practically nothing except studying, I would want to spend the few months I have before my results come out doing absolutely NOTHING.

Now, I have no problem telling people that. I have no problem exclaiming to the world that I want to laze around like a pig. My problem, though, is that people give me responses that I DON'T LIKE. They'll either wait for me to tell them something like nah I'm joking, I'm actually planning something for my future or they'll give me some face. Some face that says, damn gurl, you lifeless!

Prior to this question. A lot also have asked me what I've been doing since I wasn't going to school. My usual response would be nothing, which I would joke about. No, I've not been doing nothing. And no, I'm not comfortable telling you what I've been doing because I personally want to keep it to myself.

So, as you can tell, I hate this question too.

But to answer one of those two questions... Next year I'm going to be working with my father. Just for a short while, probably till my results come out. Study-wise, I've not made any serious decisions about what I'm planning to do. I know I don't want to stray away from my sciences though. I'm 60% sure about that. And yes, I have a few courses in mind, but it's too early to even speak about them. I'd rather narrow them down and speak about them after my results come out. Besides, I'm not too sure about my results. What I have in mind won't necessary work out.

Wow, this sounded like a rant. Hahaha. It's the hormones talking I tell you.






If anyone reads this...And probably has asked me that question before, don't take this personally. So far no one has irritated me so much with this question. Plus, I don't take these things seriously. At least, I try not to :)





Friday, December 23, 2011

Day 8 - What you wanted to be as a child

Career-wise, I've wanted to be a lawyer. This was when I was a child who didn't know any better la. I had an uncle who was a lawyer, and he came visiting us all the way from Singapore quite often. I'm taking a good guess (mostly because I don't remember much) that he was the one who 'inspired' my dream. I used to think that a lawyer has the easiest job alive (again let me remind you.. I was only a child). A lawyer just talks. And fights. And gets publicity at the same time! Cool or what?

No.. Not cool. Ask me if I want to be a lawyer now and I'll say without a doubt a NO .

So, what do you want to be? I'll give you the answer on day 9 :) Opps. Spoiler alert!

Besides that, meh. I don't know what else I wanted to become. Fairer? Definitely fairer. Lol. And prettier.

Now that i think of it... I was a boring child. Lawyer? Really? Should've been exorcist.

It would have made greater sense.




Thursday, December 22, 2011

Day 7 - A picture of one of your favourite moments

As I have mentioned countless of times in my blog, I hate taking photos. Regardless of any circumstance... me being captured alone, in a group, or with a person... I seriously hate taking photos (but I'm trying to change that now). That's the sole reason why I don't have any pictures capturing my favourite moments. Probably there are pictures, but they certainly aren't with me. LOL. Don't know, don't care. I'm too lazy to find.

For the sake of this post, this photo was taken at a good moment;



I loved it. But to say that it was my favourite...isn't quite right. 

Verbally, one of my favourite moments was when my family and I went karaoke-ing in September.I liked how everyone was actually present in PERSON, and not in heart or in soul or whatever. That means Jinol's sexy self was finally present after 5 years of being absent in every family event.

The children were noisy and whiny, as always. For some very odd (and annoying) reason, they seem to like the song Party Rock Anthem. So much that they feel compelled to sing everyday I'm shuffling every 5 freakin minutes. Now, I may not be the most sensitive person in the family, but I am one of the notorious ones for being irritable. They literally grew the devil in me. That's all you need to know.

After that they got all emotional and upset because the adults were hoarding the karaoke machine. So they slumped on the sofa with their own version of the I just got my period face and went to sleep.

The adults were pretty happy. We were mostly singing oldies cause...my father doesn't know the music now. We're all natural lovers of oldies so that wasn't so much of a problem.

It was just a favourite moment. I can go on and on about everything that happened that day, but it still won't do it justice.

It was that goooooood.





Day 6 - A picture of your handwriting


I've always liked my handwriting :)





Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Day 5 - A picture of someone you love


Alenni, my goddaughter, the prettiest baby in the world. One of the many people I love.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Day 4 - A picture of your eyes


In the morning, my eyes were swollen. I couldn't explain why.

Instead of having motherly-love, my mother teased me the whole morning. Seriously...how are we related? Don't answer that.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Day 3 - A picture of what you wore today

In the morning when I get ridiculously sweaty, I wore this.


By the way, my shirt read I'll trade my brother for a cupcake.

I'm sorry for awkward, again. It was 7am in the morning. Not exactly the happiest person early in the morning.

The pinkness at the right side of the picture is, without a doubt, my stuff. I had to move it to my parents' room because my sister is currently occupying my room.

At night when I was out for only a couple of hours, I wore this.


I was in my room. I bet you can tell, really.

On another note, I was really happy today. Although I'm too tired to sleep right now (if that makes sense), I'm glad I got to meet a lot of people today. Being at home for months without real contact like this really makes me appreciate people better. People, in general. Coming from an anti-social person, that's something really BIG.

I'm hoping I stay this way. It's a refreshing change.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Day 2 - A picture of you



I apologize if you sense any awkwardness. I don't like snapping my own pictures :/

I CANNOT believe the next 5 posts are going to be pictures.

Friday, December 16, 2011

Day 1 - Introduce yourself

1. My legal name is Landy Sarah Anthony but I use Landy Sarah Dawson all the time (unless whatever I'm doing requires me to use my legal name). I have no reason for this, I just prefer the surname Dawson. One day, mark my words, I'm changing my name.

2. Born on the last day of June. The youngest child.

3. I'm half Indian and half Kadazan. Used to hate being a mix-raced person, but I've learned to embrace it.

4. I have three siblings. One sister and two brothers. I'm equally close to my two eldest siblings, however, I'm closest to Jinol (the third child) because of his idiocracy and sense of humour. We have a lot in common, from the way we prefer how our instant noodles are cooked to the type of t-shirts we buy. It's probably because he was born before me.

5. I love reading. I have a few authors I like, but at the moment I'm digging Sophie Kinsella. Confessions of A Shopaholic got me hooked to her but my favourite book would have to be... Twenties Girl.

6. I love makeup as well. Love is an understatement; I think I'm addicted. It all started with a mascara and an eyebrow pencil which I THOUGHT was an eyeliner. Funny story. I can spend hours watching makeup tutorials on Youtube. It's something I'm really passionate about.

7. I prefer cats over dogs. Mostly because I prefer coming home to a fat, lazy cat.

8. I have a phobia of heights, closed spaces, and cockroaches.

9. Current favourite colours are pink, turquoise and taupe. It's always changing. I can be unpredictable at times ;)

10. I love the idea of soulmates. I read a book about it once and I thought the idea was so adorable!







41 days of my life!

Day 1 - Introduce yourself
Day 2 - A picture of you
Day 3 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 4 - A picture of your eyes
Day 5 - A picture of someone you love
Day 6 - A picture of your handwriting
Day 7 - A picture of one of your favorite moments
Day 8 - What you wanted to be as a child
Day 9 - Something you hate to be asked about.
Day 10 - Favorite song of the week
Day 11 - The person you miss the most
Day 12 - A picture of your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 13 - A photo of you taken recently
Day 14 - Your day in great detail
Day 15 - A picture perfect moment
Day 16 - Something that upsets you
Day 17 - Your favorite song of the week
Day 18 - Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 19 - Another picture of you
Day 20 - Name of your elementary school
Day 21 - A picture of you throughout highschool/middleschool
Day 22 - Links to all the websites/online profiles you have
Day 23 - List of all the places you’ve lived
Day 24 - A drawing you drew
Day 25 - Something you’re thinking of changing
Day 26 - An embarrassing moment
Day 27 - Screenshot you took
Day 28 - Your favorite quotes
Day 29 - What you are looking forward to in the next month
Day 30 - Last moment
Day 31 - A picture of your family
Day 32 - Everything thats on your mind
Day 33 - Your nerdy secret
Day 34 - Photoshop your self with a celebrity you want to meet
Day 35 - Your class schedule and your grades in each class
Day 36 - Your favorite picture ever
Day 37 - Your favorite youtube video ever
Day 38 - A picture of you in your pajamas
Day 39 - The lyrics to your favorite song and what they mean to you
Day 40 - Your favorite GIF
Day 41 - A picture of what you look like right now along with a letter to your followers.

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I want to do this for one main reason : To fill up my blog.

I initially wanted to do start a non-stop blogging thing for December, but then I realized it would be quite hard to keep up with and it would be impossible to think of topics to blog about when my nephews are home.

This is a great alternative because although most of the tag topics are pictures (I hate taking pictures of myself), it won't take so much time to post something up! Besides, i don't think I'm too hideous to look at. LOL

With that being said, let the tag begin!



Note: I might do a couple of days in advance just in case I know I'll be busy. My only aim is to complete this so the days don't matter to me.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Whatever will be, will be.

I'm sick.

I just felt like telling the world that. My nose itches. My throat burns. Normal early symptoms of a flu. It's driving me insane.

But it's definitely much better to get it now then to get it a month earlier when I was too busy consuming my books. Oh, did I say consuming? I meant putting my book under my pillow before I slept hoping that some magical form of osmosis would occur between my brain and the book.

Wow, since when did science sound so....stupid?

Anyway, I'm hoping the flu goes away fast cause mummy dearest won't let me stay up when I'm sick. And if I rebel this time (like I always do), she'll bring daddy dearest into the picture. When daddy dearest is involved, the internet is involved. When the internet is involved,...I won't have much of a night life. Not that my night life now is at all very interesting.

Let's talk about other things besides me being sick. Who knows I might stop having homicidal thoughts towards my nose.

I had a lot of plans for my post-SPM holidays but I only had a few done.

  1. Paint my room bubblegum pink. Check.
  2. Buy makeup. Processing. (The fun never ends)
  3. Decorate the pink room. Partially.
  4. Read the books around my house. Not done.
  5. Make a dream catcher. Not even close.
  6. Research courses. What you talking about?
  7. Research universities. Lol no seriously what you talking about?
  8. Buy more makeup. Wahahahahaah
  9. Go out with friends. Um, I'm getting there.
( I actually coloured the words. They were supposed to mean something...but I failed. THEY AREN'T EVEN SHOWING UP ON MY BLOG. )

I guess that's what it feels like after SPM. You have so many plans, but you end up getting none done. Wahahah, that's actually how it should be.

Planning stuff made me stress out very often before. Cause when I didn't get things done, I got upset.

Right now, I'm trying really hard not to do that. I'm trying to go with whatever that day has in store for me and be content.

It's very que sera sera, but I like it that way.



PS: This blog is VERY plain because I'm too lazy to deal with HTML. I have no other reasons. Maybe in time I'll glam it up a bit but for now black is goooood.


PPS: Less 'hahah's! Major improvement, eh?







Wednesday, December 14, 2011

I'm back!

I'm really going to try to commit myself to blogging from now on. Honestly, I miss it. I mean, reblogging pictures all day long is fun too, but it's not as satisfying as the feeling you get after posting a real, TYPED, blog post. How long has it been anyway, a year? Two years? Haha. I don't remember. All i remember was that i got too personal with this blog. That's why i detached myself from it.

That is not going to happen anymore. I've turned a new leaf! That's what they all say.

People have been asking me why don't I blog anymore. I've been giving stupid reasons. Lol. I guess that's part of the reason why I decided to come back.

Btw, this blog needs a.. uh.. makeover :/ My link sucks balls.

On a more exciting note, I'm so so so glad I finally found a makeup buddy! LOL. Before this, no one was able to tolerate my weird obsession towards makeup. I mean, everyone could enter cosmetic shops with me, but no one could really stare at an eyeshadow with me for 5 minutes just because it sparkles.

Okay not to that extend. But close. Very close. We shall go shopping again Cornanana! It was absolutely great meeting up with you! :) LOVE!

What else.... Hmmmm... I have to stop typing like an idiot. But that's old news right? Haha. I always admired people who can keep it straight when they type posts. No 'haha's or 'hehe's or idk some weird shit like 'hihi's. Speaking of 'hihi's, do people even do that?? What is happening to the world, seriously?

I'm sorry if i blatantly mocked your 'hihi's. Your 'hihi's are awesome, just not in my face.

Oh well.

If I don't keep up with this blog, then, Idk, it'll just be blank and empty and sad.

But if i do keep up...then, wow. I'LL BE DAMNED.